It's about time I tell this

Uh.. Erm..
Basically I've been holding in my ventings and all that bullshit is because I was scared to look like am attention seeker because others clearly suffer more than me and I wanna talk about what's going on in my life

For starters I have this everlasting urge to be so perfect to the point I feel like a mistake whenever I look at myself in the mirror
And my whole family is a huge mess due to some of my family members face each problem and the only person that's able to deal with it is my mom even though she clearly can't handle anymore
She does everything to make me happy since I barely see her due to her taking each shifts at the airport
Like night shifts
Day shifts
Inbetween shifts
All that kinda bullshit
And what's worse is that her job is crumbling because of the workers literally treating each other like total drama island type shit
And even when I get good grades I don't feel enough at all
I have many capabilities but I feel like something is missing.
Something isn't satisfactory to my life.

Sorry for being such a attention seeking bitch I'll delete this when I finisy exams

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