coward

Acting like a coward, how does that feel? Deceiving him by saying you're fine, you're a failure.

Weren't you just scared of romantic relationships? Or are you really scared of even the slightest bit of loving affection? How strange, I thought that was what you wanted.
Coward, a real coward. You should get that tattooed, right? Why do you keep lying? Are you afraid of hurting him? Is that empathy? Or is it fear? You will do it either way, you know it, and you do it, only to then run away from the problem again.
Is that considered lying? I don't understand. It's not that it's a lie that flatters me and affects me positively, makes me happy, but why do I always feel like vomiting? It's not because of him, because of me. Maybe it's because I overthink?

Do they want to help you? How nice, it's useless. You're so complicated, you don't even understand yourself. Or are you so stupid that you don't understand something as basic as your emotions? How do you feel? "I don't know". That excuse-making response you always use, avoiding the topic.

Aren't you ashamed? Always the same, why are you like that? You can't have any loving affection without wanting to vomit and that disgusting anguish in you.

He's such a good guy, dreaming that someday we could be more than something, putting you on a pedestal, he spends all night telling you compliments, you're happy, right? Why do you want to run away then?

I feel like throwing up. I always feel like throwing up. Why? We're just nothing, we're "something".
What are you doing getting involved in things that you know this can happen?

I want to throw up, what a stress, I'm sick of this chest pain, of this anguish that I don't even know why it's happening to me.

You want to run away, but will that solve the problem? Who will be the next victim? Coward.

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