It stings [vent]
Idk how to explain myself well but also just know I'm very sorry for people who go through the same or going through hard times.
I'm tired. Every single day I'm so tired.
I know I'm gonna forget about this and be A-okay or something tomorrow because I always do. I'm sick of being sad some days and then being happy another.
I hate that there are people who maybe care for me and I'm horrible at showing it though I don't even know what I care about anymore.
My mind is weird and it's getting a little hard to breathe. I could barley breathe today for some reason and almost past out in front of my family.
I hate that I always think people hate me, especially my friends. I can go out in public and think people are talking about me.
I hate that I can't keep a relationship (my first one) because I don't even know how to fall in love and it confuses me so fucking much on how I feel.
I'm really trying to stop hurting myself but there is always gonna be a day where I do. I haven't for 2 or 3 months and I just did today.
I've been having suicidal thoughts lately. I have pills in my room that I've been thinking about eating to poison myself. I've got a knife too that I thought about stabbing myself/ slicing my throat with. Got so bad I had a dream about me shooting myself in my grandpa's bathroom.
I'm getting confused about my gender because everyone thinks I'm a boy. I'm not saying I wanna be one, I'm just confused.
I know all these ain't probably a big deal but sometimes it feels nice to talk about it.
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