Yes hello sorry for disappearing for so long and for anyone who was wondering
I nearly killed myself lol.
But that's alright since I've been focusing on my life more but I still feel something is very wrong with me, but honestly it's okay I guess even if no one cares about me I'm still trying to move on and let go of the burden I have on me. Although I lost all of it there's one that doesn't want to let go which annoys me so much. It makes me questions if I was good enough or enough to be perfect. I'm kinda like the smg4 video where he just screams "IT HAS TO BE PERFECT" because I desire to be perfect. I've told myself enough that I'm as perfect as I'm able to be but my brain is like "no no no no no no. Push yourself." And so my body is fighting itself right now and I fucking hate it.
And also my mom is going to the U.A.E for celebration at her job at the airport and I'm happy for her but I get very stressed to the point I get panic attacks when she doesn't answer or she gets far away from me. She's the only person that understands me so much.
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