(vent) i dont know what to fucking do..

Where should i start. Well ive recently discovered that my mother who has been suffering for over 6 years with an ongoing condition that unables her to be able to swallow food links all the way back to Leukemia. Shes recently been diagnosed with it abd hasnt been given a death prediction yet. On top of all that ive relapsed after over 9 months of battling this fucking PMO addiction which makes me feel even more shitty than i already am. I fucking hate myself and the way i look and i always feel like fucking shit. I blame myself for my mothers depression and anxieties. I have no fucking family left and the only one ive got left has got Cancer.

Where do i go from here? Hopefully to sleep which i never wake up from. But hey, it could be worse right..

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  Ananymouse

Sending thoughts and prayers hoping for the best outcome 🙏

5 months ago   Reply

  Weird Human

I don't know what to say... I'm sorry for you. I want to help you but I can't, I'm sorry

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