I still think about the time when my mama told me that she, "wished you were dead, because everything would be better that way."
Thanks mama, I think about it every day and night now 💔💔
Not to intrude on family stuff but… if your mom seriously thinks that guilt tripping the person she chose to conceive because she’s had a crappy life then you are NOT the problem and NEVER WERE. You are a person that deserves to be alive and deserves to be loved and if she can’t see that than SHE is the problem.