Idk why I feel like talking to someone calm/kind rn

Vent so I’ll delete later.
I’m so sick of faking energy. I’m tired, I wanna sleep but it’s too early. Everything is so annoying for no reason. I keep derealizing, it used to be a rare occurrence but now it’s once a week or more. And I want to act like certain characters which chatgpt called normal for neurodivergent people but chatgpt is literally blaming ALL my problems on my neurodivergence… I don’t know im so tired so I shouldn’t talk to people while im in this mood but I wanna talk to someone nice and emma isn’t online
Not even to vent btw. Just to chill. But I have nothing to talk about so it’d probably get dry fast.

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