Then you need to find a better path and new friends.

What if they were equally as messed up, maybe more

Huh... Well remind them what your comfortable with if needed. They shouldn't share or sexualize you at all. It's a crime to sexualize a miner, and to share adult content as a miner.

like they were my frienemy before but they actually grew on me
but if I blocked them now I'd hate myself

What?