I'm literally 1x [also, vent.]

I like to think this cuz talmen [if that's how u spell his name] or aka shedletsky used to abuse 1x I think. As for me, I think my brother used to abuse Me. He'd hit Me, make me feel like a bag of shit and always scared the living fuck out of me. I'm probably over reacting cuz ig "that's what siblings do." Though I felt like I've been abused since I was little.

He literally knows I cut myself and feel suicidal but he still fucks with me. He's always saying he's better at everything and I'm only good at one thing, which Is art. Art ain't gonna get me anywhere in life cuz I'm lazy asf and never really try to animate. I don't try at all.

Idk if I hate my brother or not or anyone at all. I'm confused about my damn feelings to people and confused at why I'm confused. Every time I think about it, it ofc gets hard to breathe.

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  💕Thembe💕

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You're welcome 😊

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  ✮⋆˙☯CLØSURE☯｡𖦹°‧✮

💕Thembe💕

I don't usually vent to people and just say it on here to get it off my chest but thank u so much. I have just woken up and this already made my day ❤️❤️

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  💕Thembe💕

You honestly don't deserve whatever you're going through. I hope you have someone to talk to, and if not, you can talk to me if you want. I completely understand the thought of harming yourself since I've been there. Peolpe can become cruel, even family some times. You don't have to be good in everything because you are special, unique. Not everyone is good at drawing but here you are, crushing it. You're skill is most people's weakness. Don't let your brother slow down amazing progress and confidence. Either way, you have 110 followers watching you grow. That's an achievement you should be smiling at🩷🩷

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