My guineapig died yesterday and im not even at my own fucking home
You dont have to read all this its not worth it
Im in a hotel with my little brother and my parents and today were going home
Yesterday we went to an park with rollercoasters etc i forgot the name of those parks but idc
And before we went to there i got the news that she died
I was at my grandmas house somewhere in an other part of the country i live in and my other grandma lives next to us and she took care of the guineapig when we were somewhere a long time
And yesterday she said to my mother that my pet died
And we where 2 half days at my grandmas and one long day in that other part of the Netherlands and then we drove to a hotel and today were going home
I cleaned her cage on Friday, the day before we went to my grandmas and i hele her when she was alive a few days ago
I did think that it could be the last time but u thought
No i will hold her more times than today
But no
She died
And ppl could be like: oh its just a guineapig womp womp
She was like a baby to me
I loved her so much
I couldnt cey i just sat there my ,other wanted to hug me but i didnt wanted a hug i really didnt but she hugged me anyway and became mad at me because of my behaviour and my father became mad too and im going to sleep in a tent with my bestie today and tomorrow maybe so i dont have time with myself ig
I really want to break down but i cant because my brother sleeps in the same room as me in the hotel but with beds apart luckily
Sorry for venting
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