im taking a break

before i start i just want to mention this post will have some sensitive topics but im just too tired to censor them at the time im writing this

so u read from the title i will be taking a break from am and discord due to personal reasons i dont want to elaborate on
uhm maybe ill just say i lost multiple of my friends in the past week
im not sure exactly how long this will be but i want to come back when i feel like ive fully or nearly fully recovered from my crumbling mental health

now most of you might not know this but yesterday i attempted suicide and very miserably failed i dont want to go into so much detail about how i did so and the aftermath of it but yeah im really unwell physically and mentally and i also have been having a lot more things going on with my general health which just makes me feel terrible

all of this things are piling up on my normal mood and i feel more negative than ever and this significantly affects my temper so i can get angry much easier
i want to genuinely apologise to everybody i talk to on a daily basis that has to deal with my bullshit
i think if i just die then everyone's lives would be lighter and less stressful because they dont have me to worry about

im not promising my safety btw just dont worry about me
if i dont come back in more than 2½ weeks assume im dead
but thats a very low chance ok

stay safe guys ill discuss this when im back

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