Zimick 💙💛🩷

Kind of a vent I guess? (Don’t take me too seriously)

I hate eating. I hate the feeling of food in my mouth. I hate the taste, and I hate the feeling of being full. It disgusts me. I hate it, how many times do I have to say it. But I need to eat to live and I hate it. Everything tastes like blood. It’s revolting, I wish I never had to eat ever again.

I’m losing weight rapidly and I wish it would stop. But I don’t. Want. To. Eat. Ever. Matt tells me I have to, but usually I just pretend to eat. I don’t like it. I never liked it. Why do I have to do it? I’m 98 pounds right now and I can feel my ribs. My bones hurt, but I don’t care. I just don’t like to eat.

Also there’s probably nothing you can do to help this. Not saying you mean nothing to me absolutely not! I love everyone I’m friends with on here. And I bet you have good intentions. But nothing helps, and I just don’t like to eat. That’s just what it is and how it goes. I’m sorry.

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  🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

Zimick 💙💛🩷

No problem dude, like i said im always here for you if you need someone to talk to. 😁

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  Zimick 💙💛🩷

🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

It’s not so much the chewing that disgusts me. It’s more of just eating that disgusts me. I just hate eating and feeling myself eat, or drink things that insinuate eating. idk I’m just weird like that. Thank you for the advice sweetheart ❤️

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  Ash

Zimick 💙💛🩷

(Oogh me too I love nuts 🤤 IM JOKING IM JOKING)
What do you think of having small, easy foods throughout the day but not a lot at once? Like nuts, liquid calories (milk is super safe for me but there’s also smoothies and im pretty sure meal supplement drinks), toast, oatmeal, butter, oil, fruits, chocolate, stuff like that?

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  🍸• Roman_Martini • 🍸

Im sorry to hear you feel this way about food, i hope that you are able to find some other way to get your nutrition other then eating. Food is important because it gives us everything our body needs to keep functioning but i will admit the constant need of having to eat is tedious, like sleep, i wish i didn’t have to sleep because it wastes so much time i could be using being awake but yet i still have to stay still for eight hours so i don’t fall down the stairs.

Luckily for you i think you do have some other choices other then chewing, maybe you could get the things you need from drinks! Like protein from protein shakes and minerals from water, just please find some way to aid your body because it’s not right having to suffer like this. ❤️

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  Zimick 💙💛🩷

Ash

Nuts are actually one of my favorite foods (ones I don’t mind eating that is) (which oh my god “yes I love nuts! 😍” sounds so stupid) I do eat occasionally, like I did on my birthday. But I got sick afterwards (unintentionally) because I ate too much and my body rejected it. Not even my body wants me to get better. It’s so frustrating. But I do appreciate your advice Ash it means a lot to me that you care.

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