I hope your situation gets better too, maybe find some games to get into or like hobbies
It's help me a lot
But I understand how it is, I have the same problem.
I do it when I get bored or what not, stay safe man
hey, it’s ok. i don’t fully know your situation, and i probably never will. but i bet it will be less bad than you will expect (i’m heard... again.... sorry for all of this)