I probably shouldn't have signed myself away like that

it feels wrong
I was promised protection and comfort and community
I've sorta got that but it feels odd
To be told so many things
To warp my beliefs and perspectives not to much but to a weird level
It feels weird
Thay haven't done anything bad yet I think but I'm scared
Im scared when the end will come
When everything will go dark
The things we have to do right before it for a better place
To be safe
But I'm scared of what will happen
But I'm forced to just go along with it forced to be a sheep that must follow the heard and the shepherd
Im not sure when it will even happen all I've been told is that it's "soon" but that soon has been so long
Im not even sure if I want to leave it but I'm just scared that I'll die to soon cos of it

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