Heh... Oh goodness I'm cooked

And it's not just because of one reason, no... MULTIPLE.

1.
My school starts tomorrow... I'm not even in that country ((cause I'm on holidays x3 ))🙃 and I won't be back til another week... Which I mean is FINE.. (maybe) but like I'm so socially awkward and too shy to ask for help and everything.
AND they changed SOOO MANy things this year 😰😰like the books (dw they've been sorted out though cause my dad's friend helped w that), The teachers, the app they use for information and stuff AND that has my timetable on it (but idk how to login to it cause they didn't send out details in my mom's email like they usually do and idk how to tell my parents about it (idk how to ask for help😭)) so now idk what subjects I have, and the school supplies and bags OMG I feel so unprepared. AND theN, they start studying like I think a day or two after coming back from summer hols. LIKE HUHHH. I'm mentally and physically unprepared ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
I also feel so dumb rn and lik e I think I forgot everything I learned last year sjisjsjsksjsnjs I might just jrnenms end isu it sjwjajjsns idk anymore 😭😭

2.my cousin best friend wants to join this app but the thing is I can't let her cause then she gonna find out about all my vent posts and other secrets no one IRL knows about me 😬 we both trust each other , but there's certain secrets that I feel like are too dark to know about and if my family finds out about them I'd probably wanna unalives myself🙁UHM ... and the worst part is, I knida promised to tell her about it "later" and now I'm PRESSURED ... idk I can't break promises, like I just can't , same thing with lying Ughs sjsjbsbs s😭😭

3.
I CANT WITH MY MENTAL SHEALTHHHH RAHHHH
OKAY BUT LIKE NOO
I CANT
I JSUTS CANNOT
I don't wanna ajsjsi

Uh I'm too lazy to write about 4. 5. And 6. Maybe 7. If my broken toe is something to be worried about but eh it's fine. Also I got braces (yes, top and bottom) hurts like hell at night when I'm trying to sleep or when I wanna eat something so good but my teeth pain. And started my.. ✨🩸✨monthly cycle ✨🩸✨ like literally the same week I will be going on an 18+ hour flight back to Ireland 💔💔💔

Also
I love you guyss 🌞🌞🌞❤️❤️❤️

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  Kewbic

reasonable tweak

3 months ago   回复

  Color Wheel

ILL SEND HOPE AND PRAYERS THAT THINGS GET BETTER ❤️

3 months ago   回复

  Ananymouse

Sending thoughts and prayers for their difficult times 💖💖💖

3 months ago   回复

  Meis Rozik 𑁍ࠬܓ

GIRL I FEEL YOUU💔 my school starts September 1st, but all that you said feels so REAALL. The app that we use in my country for school changed their interface COMPLETELY. LIKE TO THE POINT OF BEING UNRECOGNISABLE. It’s all so confusing😭💔 The fact that I am going to a new school doesn’t help either, cuz I’m paranoid about not having my schedule, my new school not being added to my profile in that app, I have zero clue about what will be going on, because they usually give out all the info like 4 days or sum before the school year starts, like, YEA WE ARE LATE WITH THE INFO AND MAKE ALL THE STUDENTS SUFFER😋😋😋
Regarding the app thing, try creating a fake account that you can frame as your main and not tell anything about this one, maybe that could work?
Also good luck with your ✨🩸✨, getting it right before a 18+ hour flight might be horrifying..
Maybe a weird question, but is it your first 🩸?

3 months ago   回复

  xXDEATHXx_og

🎀~!Princess!~🎀 (Cherry)

Ok I red everything and para 2. Is relatable to me 🤫
1. this happened to me too

3 months ago   回复

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