Darkness in my head (a song about stuff I didn't share or just my depression in general)

Darkness in My Head

(Verse 1)
This darkness in my head, getting heavy and stormy,
It’s hurting my head, can’t ignore me,
I’m trapped in a hell, need a way out,
Nights so cold, drowning in doubt.
Thoughts racing fast, like a runaway train,
I’m crying inside, but it’s all in vain.
Can’t scream, can’t shout, my vocal cords won’t permit me,
Tryin' not to be noticed, but this pain’s got me gritty.

(Chorus)
I swear to god, I’ma make it if it kills me,
Let’s see how far I can take it with this, feel me?
Torrential thoughts, flooding my brain,
Cutting through the silence like a sharp razor vein.

(Verse 2)
Friends stepping in, yeah, they caught me slipping,
“Don’t do it, man, we need you, keep living.”
They held me tight, pulled me from the edge,
I was ready to leap, ready to wedge,
Into the darkness, but they showed me light,
Kept me grounded, turned my wrongs into rights.
But when they left, it’s like the shadows creep,
I’d sit in the silence, lost in the deep.

(Chorus)
I swear to god, I’ma make it if it kills me,
Let’s see how far I can take it with this, feel me?
Torrential thoughts, flooding my brain,
Cutting through the silence like a sharp razor vein.

(Verse 3)
Promises broken, scars I’m hiding,
Eyeballs flicking, my heart is colliding.
Cutting was a whisper, a dance with despair,
Stopped when they noticed, felt their stares,
They picked me up, gave me strength to rise,
And slowly but surely, I’m closing my eyes.
But I ain't done, gotta call it how it is,
Some still suffer, don’t know how to live.

(Bridge)
Laughs on the surface while the pain's underneath,
This ain't a joke, it’s a motherfuckin' thief.
Takes your life, steals your joy,
I’m grateful for my girl, my crew, my buoy.

(Outro)
Together we fight, pushing through the grind,
But for those who fell, left behind,
This darkness in my head, it won’t define me,
I’m living for the ones, the lost, the blind, see?
So if you’re hurting, reach out, don’t quit,
‘Cause I made it through, yeah, I’m owning this shit.
And I swear to god, I’ma make it if it kills me,
Finding strength in the struggle, can’t let it spill me.

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