Toxic x toxic life (a song about my ex...this has sensitive topics for me so it was hard to write it ngl)
Toxic x Toxic Life
[Intro]
Yo, I’m raging at my girl, gotta let it out,
This shit’s infuriating, what the fuck is this about?
Yelling every night, no reason to fight,
I’m tired of this drama, tired of this plight.
[Verse 1]
We were so young, so full of life and vibrance,
How come we don’t even talk no more, what’s the silence?
You don’t even call no more, just ghosts in the night,
Barely keepin' in touch, love faded outta sight.
I don’t feel the same love when we hug no more,
Just empty spaces, can’t take it, I implore.
[Verse 2]
I heard it through the grapevine, we even beefin' now,
After all the years, we’ve been down, no way, no how!
This bullshit can’t be true, we family, ain’t changed,
Unless it’s you, you switched up, rearranged.
Shouting at me for no reason, just twisted and cold,
Spreading rumors like wildfire, my heart’s turnin' old.
[Verse 3]
Tryna brainwash me, keep me inside your grasp,
But I’m not that puppet, I’m ready to outlast.
No more chained to this toxic life, I’m breakin' free,
Tryna make me not leave? Nah, fuck that, can’t you see?
You want a war? Then let’s go, I’m armed to the teeth,
Climbing out the abyss, findin’ my own relief.
[Verse 4]
Cuz I hate you, do you hate me? Good, what’s the deal?
You’re so fuckin’ beautiful when you’re angry, it’s real.
Makes me wanna just take you, and throw you on the bed,
Fuck you like I don’t know you, but it’s all in my head.
We barely embrace, can’t even look at my face,
It’s lonely at the top, can’t keep up this pace.
[Verse 5]
But I’m walking away, I’m done with this pain,
This toxic life’s a trap, gotta break every chain.
Can’t stand it no more, gotta climb out this pit,
No more of your games, I’m reclaiming my wit.
I’m out of this darkness, I’m rising like the sun,
Toxic x toxic life, I’m done, I’m gone, I won!
[Outro]
But still, I’m crying, this heart’s heavy as hell,
All the memories flowing, like a sad farewell.
You were my everything, now just a shadow,
Toxic x toxic life, gotta let go, gotta grow.
(Heavy breaths)
Why’d it have to end like this? I’m breaking down,
Heart shattered in pieces, lost in this toxic town.
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