i never really knew you that well, but for fuck sakes you were one of the weirdest people i knew(in the most amazing and good way), i wanna say i know what your going through, but i probably don't, just for fuck sakes breath a bit. i almost killed myself with a kitchen knife when i catched corona, or when i watched my closest friend get sexually harrassed by a pedo teacher. i know its fucking hard, i just need you to know people love you endlessly, idk if im rambling or helping, but fuuuuuck

Emphasis on the “im not mad” part, but you’re a growing, traumatized kid with lots of feelings, it’s normal to not feel good half or even all the time but it’s not a reason to kill yourself.

You know the only thing I don’t like about you? When you think about killing yourself and especially when you attempt. That’s the ONLY thing. Now I’m sorry if this sounds harsh but you really need to pull yourself together. I’m not mad but you NEED to understand that so many people like you and care about you. When you have no one else, you have the gc. Everyone was worried shitless for a whole night, for YOU, because we care. Stop thinking so much and just let your life run it’s natural course rather than ending it so soon, you’re not even 14 for fucks sake.

I know i dont know you but just dont do it!!!!!

Pleas dont do it!!!!