I can't love ANYONE normally without objectifying myself, I'm actually rotten.

I even kept feeling weird whenever one of my best friends would just put their hand on mine, and they already have a partner
And it's not that I felt uncomfortable withthe touch,if anything, I loved it. But I can't have anyone that isn't my family touch me without feeling all warm and fuzzy inside, and not in the innocent way and it makes me wanna cry.
I CRAVE touch like I'm a dying critter searching for food it's insane
And to be fr, it's all because of my bullying. No one would lay a finger on me because they would say im contagious
I just wanna shrivel up and die and smbau

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