I’ve always had a hesitancy to be close friends because I always feel as if that person is using me, just making a joke out of me or wants to judge me every second Im w them.
I might think like this because when I was younger I had a whole group of friends who would always push me and make fun of me while I was thinking this was how friends are supposed to act (it isn’t and I later learned that when I was in middle school)

yep that makes sense don’t worry though, it’s not affecting my life or anything like that It helps me feel more at peace :’)

i think that's cool but if it interferes with your life maliciously i'd probably look into it

Nopee, not avoidant at all, I just prefer not to get too close to people. I don’t want our friendship to get ruined or have any unnecessary drama. I like keeping things simple and peaceful Thats what im trying to point out

are u avoidant by chance