That's actually a great thing

You're very right. Everytime I draw realistically I need a reference, and I wish I could draw these things from my head. But Sadly I never have time to exercice. All because of school

you can't draw like da vinci without drawing like da vinci, can't draw like yusuke murata without drawing like yusukem murata, can't draw perfect anatomy without learning 'perfect anatomy', can't draw what anatomy consists of like hair, faces, hands, legs, arms, poses, dimension, hair rendering, personality, creativity, clothes, folds/wrinkles, etc if you don't know what they look like or are only wanting to draw like them without actually ever drawing something like them. so my goal is to learn to draw like a pro and eventually be able to pull these things from my mind, cause drawing is kinda like a limitless life long journey of an honors class, or maybe even ap, really hard.

I like to draw for fun to challenge myself, normally I look at things with the idea that i'd never be able to draw them, and then try to draw them for a few days until I get the hang of doing things above what I thought i'd be able to do.

Thank you ❤️