Small doodle maybe???? Um hi guys😆

2.23 AM... Hahhahh.
I miss talking to my friends.. where are you hiding you silly geese 🪿

Small vent.???
(Multiple vents actually but whatever)

I kinda want to to die.
‼️Hear me out‼️
I know it sounds strange and concerning with the way I phrased it, but it just feels so much like me??? Help idk, that doesn't even make it any better. 😔
But it just felt so familiar, and somewhat comforting.
Like, try to imagine:
You're in pain, you're extremely tired and exhausted, and you're full of regret and whatever bad things had happened to you in the past.
You have no one to talk to, and even if you did, you have no energy to speak about it, or you get too emotional.
And then, if you actually think about it, death seems so pleasing and comforting. You can just get away from everything so easily. Wowowow.
‼️ I DONT MEAN THAT ITS A GOOD IDEA TO DO IT THOUGH. I AM NOT IMPLYING ANYTHING. PLEASE DONT COMMIT.‼️
umumumummmmmam yeah.

Stop.. Ithis is so cringy eugh🙃

Umuamjsmamajs
Ueha
Shjjajs

Also I hate when I'm not the victim anymore and realize that I am hurting others or doing something wrong. But maybe that's just a me problem and I need to stop being so immature about it😔
But I can't help it. I just have a 'victim mentality' if that even exists.?????
Gosh.
I'm horridble 🙁
And no one can tell me otherwise.

OH AND ALSOOOO
This is actually kind of unrelated to me (woww), but likeee, a couple years back, in my old school, there used to be a guy in my class and idk why I thought about him today but I feel so bad for him.
Okay so, basically he was constantly made fun of, teased and treated roughly by the majority of my classmates. I wasn't really one of them, however I did tease him like once or twice but it was just a friendly banter between the two of us and another kid. We weren't exactly friends or anything but I did notice the behavior of people around him. They often excluded him or accused him of doing problematic things. I feel bad, cause he honestly never really did anything to deserve it. If I'm being honest, he was even a nice guy to talk to. Although... minus the points of being a tad bit perverted.😬 But other than that, he wasn't that bad of a person.
I feel bad for not being able to stand up for him. I kinda wish I would've said something .
I wonder what he's like today.

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