My heart hurts, but that’s okay.
(CRINGE AHEAD LOOK AWAY DAWG.)
I’ve been thinking a lot about Matt and the things we had. And it’s really been making me feel weird. I miss him a lot, and I miss our little chats. He made me really feel good about himself before shit hit the fan. And it hurts my heart in a way because I miss him so much, but Y’know what?
It hurts but it’s okay. I know what we had going on wasn’t healthy. It began healthy but grew unhealthy the more we were together. He wanted my nudes, and I wanted something else out of him im not gonna say. (It’s embarrassing, and honestly a sensitive topic for me to even bring up. Please understand I’m not going to say it, but just know it has something to do with personal desires that are best left anonymous.) but honestly, it’s okay we aren’t together anymore. It’s okay that he and I broke up.
Because I still have my friends. I still have people in my life who love me. And even though half of me was with him and broken off when he left, it’s all okay. Because I’m still me, and I still have myself. This is probably my least messy break up yet. And I think the reason why I handled it so well is because I have someone with me that I love. Because the reason I got with Matt was because I needed a person to fill the hole someone left behind. And now I found them again, and Matt and I are over. I don’t need him anymore, I have myself again, so everything is okay.
Btw this has nothing to do with recent news I got about a friend of mine. I’m actually happy for Evan! Btw Evan if you’re reading this congratulations on finding your new gf! Hope everything goes well for you dude!
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