I hope my friends dont find this….

Explaination: me and my best friend that i met after being in multiple toxic relationships used to like each other (or at least i thought….) and she stated multiple times that she loved me and that she wanted to kiss me or whatever but ever seince she moved to a new school she met new friends and wasnt able to talk to me as much anymore, later this caused me to self harm myself after being ignored for 2 weeks and being left on read with no reply and this happened multiple times a month including the time that im writing this, i thought there were multiple explications that could have caused this dispite my anxietey getting to the better of me. Later she went to a sleepover with me on halloween this year and i asked her about how when we were calling people in our group chat that she said we were just friends and she said and i quote…: “oh…i said all that in a platonic way…” and just left it like that. So aparrently everything i thought i had with her and growing a good relationship was all some sort of “misunderstanding” and when i told her later about how i felt about it she said “you cant fucking take anything seriously” and called me out for being stupid. not trying to say that i was the victim in this but im just trying to share my side of the story and…thalia. If you are reading this, im really sorry i shouldnt have thought all that because it was so fucking ovious and i really just wanted at least a hug that lasted more then a few seconds my hands are trembleing while typing this and i feel like i want to kill myself im sorry for putting you in this situation but it also really hurts.

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