So uh apparently I like to torture myself.

I looked through Roman’s old posts from when I left.

Btw I’m keeping all the personal things he said personal. Though it is public, I’d rather respect his privacy, because I love him, and he means a lot to me.

Before I returned, apparently he was posting about me A LOT. Which Y’know, isn’t all that weird. Which in my opinion isn’t, but I looked at them, and I saw a pattern. A very VERY apparent pattern. He missed me (duh) he missed me to the point he kept talking about me. Begging me to come back when I was god knows where. He waited for me, and I was tiddly farting around god knows where! How fuckin selfish can I be dude?

I want to travel back in time and kick myself in the damn puss for the shit I was doing to this boy. We’re dating now and he’s the love of my life, but I will NEVER get over the scar I left on his heart. Call it whatever you want with the shit he was posting. But all I see is a gross version of what I did and how I affected him, and that makes me feel disgusting knowing I was so cruel to someone like him.

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I'm sorry but what you said just reminded me of "MY HEAAAARRRTTTT😭 I LOVED HEEEEEERRRRRR💔💔💔😭😭😭😭" I'm sorry if that was ignorant and cruel of me to say but that's just what I actually thought while reading this.

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