That’s deep.

I learned that i didn’t create him because of my anger for myself, but rather for a longing for you, and seeing now that you’re here with me i don’t really have a reason for keeping him here anymore, but know i can’t push him back forever because he represents my dedication for you.

Moving on is probably the greatest thing you can do. Especially accepting it as you are. I’m very proud of you seeing that you can look back then and understand everything. It proves your very mature Roman, you’ve grown into a fine man knowing that you can do something like this. I just wish I could do that because I haaaate my past self. 🥀