I have none at all. Your the only thing stoping yourself. Plus why not try.

Thanks for trying to help even though you barely have any context of what's going on.

I got that much. I feel your uncomfort with telling me so i won't push. Now i don't know what you are going through but i know you feel bad for whatever events accured, and losing theme. Without context the most i can say is try to make up. That's not a sorry. You need to ask theme sincerely for furgivnes and in some way show how sorry you are. If they are not willing to accept you then its beast to try to learn from your experience in order to be a better person and not have it happen again. Following?

She hates me. It has a reason after all..

Why?