Hayyyyy, so I ended up deleting AM cause it was glitching and shit, lemme just clear myself, i don't like seeking attention, especially online, i learnt my lesson from years ago, so I'm sorry if I may have offended anyone or made y'all think well whatever it is that you were thinking, i agree that i shouldn't have posted smth like this with so many kids on this platform, i wasn't thinking about the consequences of my actions before @butt pointed it out so thanks for that, also yes i know that it's developed from trauma n stuff, my cousin was diagnosed and stuff so i know how it works