please take a break, maybe. maybe you won’t listen to me and keep going on this downfall spiral, but i think you should. just for a month or two, give yourself some time to get out of this funk. you don’t need to do this, you don’t need to have this hate inside you. you are young, you should spare yourself from that. from the need of that negativity. take a breath and go outside, rethink some things, and maybe read a book. don’t thrive off this train of toxicity, you’ll hurt yourself. i know i did every time i started drama and did such harsh things, i think you shouldnt give that any time. focus on yourself