Vent :P

I really hate my thoughts, I hate my past actions, I hate myself for everything I’ve done if it either affected anybody.
My thoughts are very overwhelming and I hate them, every single one I hate. I hate being hesitant to ask questions in school, if they are other students going up to the teacher for help I’m hesitant to ask because I don’t want to be a bother. I hate lying, I feel like I’m never being honest or taking things seriously, it’s always my fault for everything smh. I even think that I’m a bad friend. I’m too freaking sensitive over the littlest mistakes I do, I overthink them. There are moments where I want to cry while lying in my bed. I feel left out in P.E. Whenever I see my friend hanging out with somebody else, it makes me think that I’m too boring to interact and talk with, because they seem more happier around them. I feel like I won’t graduate 8th and just become a complete failure if I don’t, because my idiotic self doesn’t want to get put into summer school, which hopefully I don’t. I obviously didn’t have as much good grades for 1st and 2nd quarter, I’m still in 3rd quarter, just waiting for those progress report grades for quarter 3 to get sent. I hate being behind on assignments in my classes. I feel like I can’t even achieve anything tbh. My mind is too negative.

With my therapy sessions still continuing, I hope I at least try to get more better.

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