HEY MATHEUSSS 🙁🙁
I'm probably a bit late, and I don't know how you're doing, but whatever you do, DON'T drink alcohol. It's horrible, horrible, horrible! Most likely, it will make things worser for you than it already is. Same goes with any other addictives.
I really, really am so sorry for whatever you're going through, you don't deserve any bad🙁❤️