I feel unmotivated

(Holy brick no ones reading all this )
I feel unmotivated so I haven’t been posting anything or commenting so I feel like I’m failing at this and being a good account but I’m not quitting entirely (mainly so when I come back when I’m better I don’t get anyone saying “he’s doing this for attention” or something) but I’m not going to be using this for a while also I’m probably sick with strep throat even though I had my tonsils removed like it hurts to swallow also (You’re going to hear my ass say also a lot because I’m fucking stupid and have bad grammar) I haven’t been doing anything I like for example singing (I know I’m weird as fuck shut up) drawing and playing piano which I used to do when I was having a good day or something but I haven’t been motivated enough to do I feel like a failure and I know I’m just a lazy fuck crying over spilled milk because so many other people have gone through so much worse and are happy but my fuck ass isn’t and I just want this all to get over with and no this isn’t a cry for help(I’m too much of a pussy to kill myself) or anything of that nature hell no ones probably going to read this I’m a dead account

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