I k-know..i'm such a bastard...why do i even try to make things better when all i ever do is make mistakes..i am a mistake -drinks a bottle of alcohol and smokes at the same time-

sorry doesn't work.

-lays on the ground sobbing till i fall asleep-

-sobs- i-i'm sorry.... -blood pours from a scratch on my face-

Hmph. -walks away-