U ok?

And about the can't trust them.. You choose them. You choose the ones who will walk by your side and provide the extra light you need. When you think that there isn't anyone for that.. Look a bit harder. You'll find somone, waiting,

Don't give up Oku. You'll get through this. I know you will. Never let sadness control you, you control it. <3

*the people that you want to walk right beside. You're never alone Oku. Never. Not even when you think you are. You just need to open your eyes a bit more, don't let sadness take over you. You'll see that there are people who truly care about you.

**people that you know that care about you. It's not healthy to keep such feelings bottled in. Oku, you're an amazing and such talented person. It's going to be alright Oku, I know you're strong and you'll get through this.. You just have to choose the pe