Alright yall here's a super long description

For chaseelliot#9
Okay so youll proboly never see this, and I know you've said not to contact u, but, like i said, there's more to the story that you don't know. if ur still on this app after almost 60 days... here's my point of view
(Also if anyone else is here, this'll prob make no sense so u can just leave now)

So fist if all. I've seen how you called me a "manipulative asshole" bc id threaten to end our friendship, but the day that you ghosted me the argument we had was me telling you that if your dad did NOT like me we couldn't be friends, because I needed to respect his opinion. I do recall calling him dumb, I am very sorry for that. It was wrong of me. I was having huge problems at school and at home, I wasn't thinking. If I offended your dad in any way, I am truly sorry. I know you will prob not forgive me. But I just need to tell you I'm sorry.

Secont, you called me manipulative. And you didn't give me any examples of why you thought that but what I think is manipulative is how you would tell me how you were going to hurt yourself if I ever let, or the fact that you threatened to kill yourself multiple times. (Especially with jaxon) is not okay. I tried to help you as much as I could, at one point I even got your mom involved because it got so bad. I never tried to be manipulative towards you in any way possible, if some how you thought that, I am truly sorry.
I dont understand how you can sit here calling me manipulative and fake when you literally confessed that you had a crush on me. If you hated me so much how could you have feelings like that towards me? I've always respected you as bisexual. I don't understand why I'm being called toxic.
You did mention that I would make you feel bad sometimes, I am very sorry. But there were times where tou made me feel like I wasn't worth hanging out with, or that I had to be a sertain person to hang out with you.
I do understand some of your reasoning, i know that at i was probobly very hard to deal with, i am sorry if i ever made you feel bad about yourself. think it's only fair that you see my point of view tho. Like at my house when you texted your dad saying "she was the only one there for me when it felt like you weren't" you could argue that I WAS being manipulative then, and if I was, I'm sorry, I never EVER in the history of our relationship ever purposely tried to hurt you in any way possible. Every time that I thought there was a problem in our friendship, I would ALWAYS tell you. And every time that I did, I always asked about how you felt. If u felt like there was any problems in our relationship. And when I did, you always answered with no. The only time that our friendship ever almost ended was when YOU had the idea to have some distance between us. And after I found out you were at your grandmas. I asked to meet up, and I fondly remeber you crying when you were at my doorstep, because you wanted to see me.

This whole thing might sound like i am blaming everything on you, I promise I am not. I am trying to make this sound as reasonable as possible. But I never forced you to apologize to me. I would bring up times where you had hurt me in some way and most of the time your excuse was that you weren't in the right state on mind. This was your comeback most of the time. you have said you had anger issues before, and you have at times hurt me with your actions because of this. Like I said before, whenever you did hurt me I would try to talk to you.. BuI am very sorry if I am comming across as rude, I am, again, trying to make this sound as reasonable as possible. I know your a good person, and I hope that you'll just think about what I've written here (if you ever actually see it) I don't accept you to forgive me. I just want you to hear my side.

Again, I am very sorry for any damage I mightve caused, I will respect your wishes and not contact you in any way possible. I remeber you saying in your post how you were going through some things and are better now. I hope your still doing okay, same for your family and Sophie. I am very sorry for (sortve) contacting you after telling me not to.

Again I am very sorry for anything I mightve caused. I wish you and your family well. Goodbye

P.S what photos thing!?