Lost to this monster, to the man behind the slaughter, since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother ( beat drops ) I wish I lived in the present, with the gift of my past mistakes, but the future keeps lurking in like a pack of snakes, your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember, those fuzzy memories mess with my temper Justification is killing me but this killing isnt justified, what happened to my son, im terrified it lingers in my mind and that thought keeps on getting bigger, Im sorry my sweet baby I wish ive been there, its been so long since last ive seen my son lost to this monster, to the man behind the slaughter, since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder the sanity of your mother