Bestie, fuck those people, you’re trying your best and you’re doing great, your brother is fully wrong because you’re so much better than everything he says because you’re so talented, amazing, awesome kind sweet everything, you deserve much better and try to make time for yourself, go get yourself a drink and a snack because you deserve it after all this stress you’re going through, if your family aren’t gonna be proud for everything you do , just remember everyone else like your friends your close ones everyone else is proud of you, I know school shit is a stress but try to do stuff that makes you happy because you need time for yourself ,