(Anyway… I’m going to sleep..)
(And I’m bleeding on the floor so I may as well talk for once)
(You’re not coming back… it won’t ever be the same and if at one point where it is possible we will have moved on)
(Even thought I probably am only pretendig, because I never move on and figure out what to do, so I’m just trying to act like everyone else)
(I’m not fine)
(I’m supposed to be perfect)
(My health is in pieces and despite everyone else’s stupidity my mental state it even worse)
(The things that are hurting me the most are the things that I’m scolded for and yell at for)
(I can’t fucking keep this up)
(I’m exhausted and I don’t have any way to help with anything)
(What the fuck am I supposed to do?)
(Nothing fucking helps)
(I can’t change it, but I just don’t ducking want to be here)
(I’m so fucking alone and everything is wrong.)