Thank you. I understand that my dad is doing what he is out of care and worry, as he tried when he was younger aswell and has lost tons of people to sui, but he needs to realized I am a fully grown 14 year old. And yes, I am allowed to close the door to change. Sadly, I do not have a therapist yet but I do have a phone call appointment on the 24th, I am hoping it will get me therapy, thank you for caring so much though. It means a lot knowing that you are worried about me /g