ty for being so understanding, I don't know if I want to leave though. I might take a bit of a break from posting instead, and come back in a week or so. I'm so glad that I'm not the only one though, I just don't want people to start leaving because I'm being too obnoxious or posting too much. I sort of have abandonment issues, so when people who are important to me leave, it really fucking hurts me, and I worry about it constantly. I don't want to make any more mistakes than I already have