Dude that stings. I’m not familiar with the subject mainly because I’m not attracted to anyone because I know they won’t be attracted to me (Unless their name rhymes with “non existent, 2D anime character”)
But still 😭 I only ever had crushes when I actually thought I was hot (which I wasn’t, I was like- 6 years old)- either way I feel bad for you and I hope nothing bad happens 😢