do NOT say that of course you don't deserve it. you are an amazing person and you deserve nothing but love. and you don't have to say anything, I just feel a need to apologize for being useless. in helping you, and in general. you're someone I care about and the fact I can't do something about the shit you're enduring kills me. but the things I'm feeling don't matter, I just want to know that you're going to be okay.