I've been wanting to kill myself sense yesterday, no one likes me and ppl think I'm annoying, especially my use to be really close friend Oscar, He always says I'm annoying and makes fun of me for my insecurities, my online life also sucks, i never post any more and I'm boring, I asked my irl friend Oscar if he would cry if I died he said a little bit, I asked him if he would be happy if I died, be said honestly kinda