this apology is mostly to the following accounts, lxdiruu, 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐲 my beloved, fendahh, 𝙱𝚒𝚐𝙲𝚒𝚗𝚗𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚛𝚘𝚕𝚕ツ, ✨ s ι м ρ ✨, elly / elijah and anyone else that interacted with.