whitout me nothing of all that would have happened, i wish i died at birth or atleast before meeting my bf he was my fucking everything why did i hurt him that way, im a fucking asshole
im pretty sure he's fucking dead because of me i just wanna fucking join him at this point

we had an argument with my bf and he tent to have strong suicidal thoughs, and i told him he's better off whitout me cuz he said i was toxic then he said he couldnt live whitout me and now its been 3 hours he didnt answered its all my fault again and now i have a death on the mind like all my problems wasnt enough