It’s you’re effort that means something I’m not here to disprove what you said because that’s you’re opinion but the fact you try says a lot about you, you have the imagination an image in you’re head of what you want out not just the art piece but yourself and I too understand that, life’s all about choice and to move based around you’re own choice and trusting yourself to make that choice is what it’s all about Keep up the great effort because I know I will too just as I do in my artwork of passion.