Trust me when I say this. I honestly doubt you are fat. Honestly. I just got over an eating disorder that lasted 2+ years. I realized I wasn't actually fat. I tricked myself into thinking I was with those exact behaviors. Please, don't drive yourself into an eating disorder. And please, don't hurt yourself. It's a steep slope and difficult to get out. And please don't kys. People love you. And if you want to talk off this app just tell me. I would be glad to talk to you. Please don't commit. So many people care about you. You're meant to be here.