PLEASE dont. DONT. DONT. IDC IF THIS IS A JOKE IM SENSITIVE TO THIS STUFF. DONT. you have so much to live for and im going through tough shit too. i almost did this but i pushed through. please seek help because the internet is fucking cruel. i hope you’re okay. don’t traumatize anyone who lives with you or knows you. i had a friend who did this. i never recovered. DONT DO IT.