I'm pretty happy right now as it is, and have been mostly since 2023. It actually hasn't been a struggle moving to new environment, I guess my emotions towards it are still suppressed or something. It's weird because only some of my emotions are suppressed and I still feel things. Just not certain things... Normally suppression usually works on all emotions equally so it's very strange. Life may be a struggle, but you gain a lot when your persevere over it... Just try not to drown in it I say. Thank you for your kind words by the way