If my dad came back my life would turn upside down
My life has changed a lot.
It changed when my uncle died, it changed when my aunt got cancer, it changed when I got a stepdad, it changed when my dad got arrested, it changed when I moved to England from N.I., it changed when I was diagnosed with ADHD, it changed when I got diagnosed with cardiac syncope
And change is one of my biggest fears
I reallly can't handle change
But sometimes change is good
Even if you just saw her once, it could be positive, even if just briefly